The Chevaliar in the dark…

Ok, after Gabriel has enlisted into the army, there has been many boom-bah-pow happening hence I was not blogging for a hectic lengthy time, Kenneth and Miaow Guan are sometimes busy, just like the Yan Sisters sometimes are too. Hence I decided to help out as part of being with E8… Seriously, I can feel the stress ho ho ho, but its somehow a learning journey for me, and I will gladly accept it to growing part of me.

Somehow had quite  number of discussion with Kenneth and Miaow Guan relating to CG stuffs, and I found out how the CG can grow, and in what sort of direction can they head. It is somehow really a thing planned by God to make everyone in the CG raise up, but in the sense of doing different things. It was never easy doing such a work, at times you will gradually feel a little bad that you are like giving instructions. Those who are reading this, I officially tell you that during this period, my chloleric temperament will surface, sounding weird but its part of me I supposed. Though I seriously have no interest and adores being a leader, more over a temporaily one.

Definitely, after going through a short period of so-called trial, I’ve came to know that actually being a leader can really quite a lot of things, unknowingly through enlightenment seriously. Pain and suffering that Gabriel has went through really struck and serendipited into my mind, its somehow anedoctal, but it is so-real-true. But hopefully, I won’t have to do this forever, yeah~

Ok off to busy life but will of excitement Cheers~

Ho ho 9 September I blogged again which is today haha, firstly its Peck Hoon’s birthday so happy birthday to her yeah….

Next moving on, holiday I’m quite troubled with stuffs, like professional profiling -.- hectic project work and my advisor is not replying to my email! my tian!!! How am I supposed to submit my work leh LOL I guess I will request aid from other facilitator…. TROUBLESOME MAN

Working and working, I wonder I working for what LOL currently helping my dad with his digital thumbprint locks, another hectic stuff also =.= gotta know how to do hacking and configuration >.< But not so bad haiz~

Somehow I love doing my things as a CG photographer EDITTING WITH PHOTOSHOP IS SUPA FUN MAN LOL mix and match here and there~~ Best plastic surgery in the world hehehhe…. Alright

Ok a minor revelation ever since my fasting, and I discovered that after these 30days of fast I’ve really grown mentally and spiritually, able to have sight beyond sight, and hearing beyond the hidden… Deeper analysis as well, right now I need to make these abilities into a refinement and allow it to use it in the future too.

And lastly, staying over at Qi Wei’s house is super fun LOL grow more hungrier now and appetite increase LOL midnite still can go out makan food and lan muahhaha

Alright I’m crapping now, cyaz and signing off

I wonder wheres my motivation to blog recently, just too hectic to continue blogging or rather shag haha… I’ll try to make it a long post then…

Okay, I’ve went through 30 days of fasting periods consuming vegetarian, Christian call it Daniel Fast, while the Buddhist calls it the regular Vegetarian Period, I was intending to clear my toxic of meat in my body to grow physically and spiritually, but well since it came into a conjunction of those 2 faith, I might as well do it in the name too yeah…

Therefore why I fast? The question you ask… I actually fasted for a few people in fact, other than myself, then the question is still WHY and WHO? Because I felt the need to, and close friends help each other too, so why not?

Gabriel – To get him actually to score for his NAPFA, actually for silver, but I pushed his faith to challenge him into getting gold in the end haha, but now I think I diverted that fasting period to get him into 8-5 posting instead. Reason of this is simple, think far for long term, not short term ^^

Yanhui & Zoe – Well, these 2 of them are quite clear cut, hoping for them to pass their prelims and definitely during their O’levels their mind will be in clarity and granting them mind beyond mind. Hoping they will pass with flying colors and getting into the school they yearn for. I believe so too.

Ryan – One of my Gabriellite buddy haha, brotherhood still stands, though you may not be with us for some time, I hope my blessing my reach you haha, may you find your path in this life as well. You may think that you are not up to it but infact I can sense your potential within you, scientific term, convert and transform it into kinetic powers!

Anthony – The person that I’m quite talkative to, is taking his exam this year too, major one but I hope that he will be able to focus with the help of God, and do well for his paper. Mugging with a vision, is something that I felt is something that I believe so.

Yanjia – University had started, I can even felt that shes getting busier each day, all I can hope for is to give her mental support. Hoping that she will not tire herself out not even falling sick, and her life will not be greatly affected, whatever isolated labels and outside invalid  comments she may face or heard, it will all be deemed void.

Well I think that is all for or sufficient my 30 days of fast can provide to at least these people, I envision what I fasted for, will come true as well yes.

“These five things make one’s gift good. What five? One gives with reverence, one gives thoughtfully, one gives with his own hand, one gives things that are good, and one gives thinking of the result.” – A.III.172

Weining’s Birthday yesterday was a blast, everything and every story will be in facebook ^^ STAY TUNE!!!!

Been a month since I’ve blogged haha, tendency to blog is really low -.- rather hectic lifestyle nowadays that drove me nuts as well, school works and maybe some personal issues… Well thats life for you! But these days is quite fun as interaction was superb!!!

Few days ago helped Yanjia with her xiao hong hahaha, then many of the uni people had gotten their portable machines, cool yo they require it sooner or later anyway but well its fun helping Yanjia and Hian to browse Funan, at that time Then recently went back to Funan to help them find sleeves, so on the way gotten uncle Teo to join us also since he so free Qi Wei and Gab aso haha~ Love helping out friends actually D:

Right now I’m going through fasting period, well cleanse my body of toxic is a good scientific way to phrase it haha, no meat for me for a month but then thats simple task for me longest is 6 months before hehe~ Yesterday went to crash Derry’s house, so long never see him, miss him man since he went into the army! But now see him, he super buffed and is slacking crazy being a driver RAH!

Had CG earlier on, we were told to rise up as leaders, so I was pondering well well well, fun and interesting, but to me personally, if I had a chance to become a leader, I will select the choice of no, because I love  to help leader than being a leader, ensuring that the CG has sufficient aid, LOL nonsense right? Thats me Hian joined the CG, so I guessed thats her second time since 6 months ago? I’m not sure, but the sight of her really amuses me thats all being an ayam thats all~

Therefore, I was pondering for a very longtime about E4 status, how am I able to lend a hand to QiWei also, because he is a friend to me, so I definitely will wanna help yeah~ for this I need to think about it… Of course if I am able to help out with my CG is definitely a fun thing too. IT WILL BE VERY INTERESTING!!!!

“A leader is best when people barely know he exists, when his work is done, his aim fulfilled, they will say: we did it ourselves.” – Lao Tzu

Been awhile since I’ve blog, due to busy routines in school and also some activities outside, parf until I wanna go bonkers…. Few dayys ago my heartache re-acted, was supposed to go lunch with YanJia then when I exited my house, I felt the tremendous pain, so I went back home and collapsed on the floor. Then my parent sent me to the doctor, somehow I was sent to have an X-ray screening, but the result showed nothing much and it was deemed as normal, well I guess I’m  over hectic over my life, gotta slow down a little. Apology to YanJia, last minute pangseh her =/

Now I can’t laugh too hard, breathe too hard, carry heavy things, many limitations, it somehow triggers the suffering, haiz what a disease =.= passed down from my ancestor sumore, and the most interesting thing is it happened on the eclipse day =.= Well thats all for this heart stuff!

Next on the RP issue, I was suspected with H1N1, hence was sent to checkup at CGH, granted MC to stay at home for 7 days, hence I requested Leave of Absence for my school, days after days, I was doing PBL at home hmm not so bad HAHAHA! Well the ironic thing is this, after 7 days, went back to school, my LOA wasn’t approved =.= fantastic isn’t it? Until a few weeks later it was being approved, and I did not get a chance to sit for my UT2, how great can that be?

From what I think is that RP is using the students as a guinea pig, do wanna close the school, hah! JOKE!  They wanna have an experiment with us the students as the lab mice. Observe how the virus gonna spread, and how we the students gonna counter it -.- IF you recover, goodfor you, if you fall sick, thats just bad luck for you~ Rah, we are not lab mice duh~ toying with lives =.= wad a laughter! Closing the school for 7 days during that period will die issit -.- nonsense principal =.=

Good thing my classmates are a helpful bunch of people, keep revising with me, then everytime after school we spend time together, either play game or revise work, mostly isgaming but well a few more weeks to go only, which I think is 3 more weeks to the end of semester -.- Again thats a crap thing existing in RP…. I wonder how we are gonna survive man, with a principal like that, imposing some new rules to show they had done some counter-measure, for human to see only -.-

Next, moving on to the CG, few weeks ago I introduced DGN, which is dragonica to the CG, somehow some people started playing aha, team based -.- wanted to implement WOW, but the size is too humongous, hence I scrapped that idea, and WOW isn’t that easy for everyone to play, my purpose of implementing DGN is to allow the people in my CG to have fun and whats more the females in the CG will puke if L4D too much -.- thats not good we want equality! Hence the period of DGN kicks in

Some WOW screenshot

Alright very few of them xD shall show some dragonica ones at a later time xD WOW is a nice game!!

Finally it kicked off yesterday at Suntec City Convention Hall 404!!! WOOT!!! Was supposed to go there and be game marshal but then the committee got a little problem and ended up I need to be a booth marshal, hence I declined that offer, don’t wanna stand at the booth do jaga work –.– Its hectic xD

The torch relay started a few weeks ago yeah and heres the video of it

Today was reading up the articles and happened quite fast that several champions emerged from the competition already, fantastic! Hope they will advance into ChengDu successfully for the international battle… Man China is getting richer and richer =.=

Alright a video shows more words xD signing off now

Well, well, monday lesson as usual quite boring but still I have to pull through the lessons xD. Why? Because I have to maintain my daily grades, and at the same time strive for my test grades too, maintaining the roll of honour is not an easy task but I shall push on. The devil may have struck me down, but I point to him and say, “Is this all you’ve got? Don’t go easy on me HAHAHAHA~”

Alright I’m insane, but I guess I’ve inherited this from Hiany, YanZhen & YanJia -.- Because they are insane as well xD Speaking about last week, my impression of Hiany changed xD SHE BURPED AT MY FACE! RAH! MEI LI MAO DE! YanZhen say is normal =.= Ok Fine LOL

Hmmm, Pastor Joakim’s preaching was powerful, unfortunately I was so tired that I dozed off during the service -.- Can’t be helped it, very the tired recently even after TEST! WORK WORK~ and WORK! REVISION MOST OF THE TIME.
Good thing last week some E-8 visited me xD make me so siao~ especially that YanJia, come inside my class sit down as if her own house like that -.-

Man speaking about myself hmmm, how I wish I can make my hairstyle like Tidus~ SO COOL I LOVE HIS PANTS MAN!

The never getting wet kind of hair LOL…..

Alright folks thats all for today, time to train up some of my gaming skill a little, getting rusty==.==

Today went to school via the circle line, reached there rather speedy fast wee~ So was rather early even though I woke up 1 hour later. Database system, as usual see that old man, already the day is gone by half, the moment he starts to talk, I can only say I wanna nua… LOL ok that sounds bad… but the problem today I think is really ridiculous, ok fine I shall stop whining about this, since I will use it next year =.=

TEST today was rather fine, I guess I threw away 6-8 marks, giveaway but I didn’t realize what was I typing, oh my tian! So hectic, but nonetheless I still managed to complete some. The ironic thing is that it is Java lesson tomorrow, and best of all is Web Multimedia TEST =.= TEST again fine~

Today I was talking to nobody on msn, very guai right! Because I was revising my work Then doing today’s problem as well, so in other words, multitasking, then I took Sherman’s PSP to DISSIDIA HAHAHA!!! WeiBin & Sherman keep tempting me to play Red Alert, I was like ARGH WAIT! CONCENTRATION ON WORK FIRST!!! Suddenly a msn message popup, ‘tommmeeeeeee, never go school?’ of course who else would that be? but YanJia the crazy person~ Then she was entertaining me with some cranky nonsense, as usual~ perhaps she may storm into RP and di siao me, I’ve got no idea but that sounds rather scary to me~ ok la shes still a great friend

Heres a preview of what she told me -.-

And as usual, its in caps! Oh my tian=.=

The day ended with Tommy, being super tired, returning home to nua and continue to study, tomorrow what kind of day it would be? I have no idea~

Wa piang, 2 weeks of holiday, a swish~ and its over already. Over already is not a bad thing, the main terrible stuff is that UT on the day! Formally Monday and Tuesday, then now the UT system go and do some funny stuffs and resulted in a 4 days TEST WEEK! OH MY TIAN! NEVERMIND I WILL PULL THROUGH THIS!

Today was revising my stuff, so didn’t attend service =.= 3 days ago was doing my Professional Profilling~ not so bad after all haha! Was filling for IAH GAMES YEAH! GOOD COMPANY YO~ But 2000 words, on hearing it sounds alot for the first time, but when I do the introduction of it, it was already taking up 700 words, so hmm not that bad afterall and its around 5 pages long weee~ Take it on man!

Next month will be marshalling week haiz~ sounds tough again…. Aircon will be mega freezing! Suntec Exhibition Hall 404 yeah~ World Cyber Games Singapore! Must wear jeans =.= ok fine nevermind~ Shoes are fine~ System checked, all green ready to go, but I need to pon a day of school! RAHHH~

Man, stressess!!! but its a form of motivation for me to improve yo~ I will pull through this tough period! Well, I guess I have to lower my academic standards a little, because I know getting straight As for a particular module like last year is highly unlikely possible now in year 2!

I guess my pessimistic depressive side of me is re-surfacing again, RAHHH!!! NO I CANT DO THIS! I WILL SINK ONE!!! How I wish I will chaotise this! and reform myself! Alright, nothing much to say first for now, because its rather a complex stuff to do now, its time to take a break, its time to rest for a further journey ahead.

Signing off~