This could rather be my principle or whatever you gonna call it…. Right now serving in the national service in BMT phase is getting hectic, hectic, and worst, its taking a huge toll on me, however that doesn’t really stop me much to move on further….Yes I am aware that it is extremely stressful… Especially just last week, it was field camp week where the entire company got tekaned for some or no reasons at all~ that was the time when I broke down alot yet unable to hold back… at that point in time I was wondering what am I doing here and kept thinking about my family and friends… I felt helpless and hopeless, desperately seeking help and assistance to get me outta situation.
Well, nonetheless I am left with 1 more final dash on month to finish my BMT and graduate from Tekong~ So despite having my medical condition all that, I can only do is endure through it and see what I have in the future, hope that is not difficult for me still…
Alright, for these 4 months I am proud to say that in the past 3 months I’ve yet to touch any fast food at all 
Hence I will want to set a goal that after my POP during the block leaves, what I will want to achieve and do to fulfill myself and reward myself who had gone through hell x.x
- Eat some good food
- Fast food
- Marche
- Pastamania
- Chicken Rice
- Bat Kut Teh
- Prata
- Japanese Food
- STARBUCKS
- Definitely some of my favorite hawker centre!
- Buy some things for my computer
- USB to USB cable
- Cat5 Cable
- 1TB Portable Harddisk, more likely to be WD Passport Essential SE
- Razer Lycosa
- Visit Asian Civilization Museum for Terra Cotta Army Exhibition which is ending on October 16 2011, anyone wanna join me?
- Visit Republic Polytechnic, find my mentors who taught me well
- Have a good meal with my family and relatives, this is a must for every bookout that I have, even now!
- Catch up with my poly friends, especially those who walked with me in the toughest time till graduation
- Go to Gabriel’s new house and continue fixing his home theater, perhaps internet wireless design in his mansion
- Read up on my Warcraft Novel and listen to music for relaxation time
- Go to temples for thanksgiving session
- Meet up with my trustful platoon mate
- Have a fun lan gaming session with my brothers!
- Watch movies at home with my family!
- Meditation Period
- Perhaps go back to church to see my long lost friends, especially QiWei
- Personal Gaming session at home
- Catch up with Mr Sandman, who had not played with me for 4 months~
- Refresh my coding skills and things that I’ve learned in poly, thats definitely
- Watch anime!
and maybe I have to draw some time to visit private specialist and my family doctor for my medical condition. So far that is all for this post, and my determination to the endurance, hope that after field camp, things will not get worse but for the better for me =.=
