Ok, got posted out to be a regimental police… Apparently it does not look as slack as it seems =.= its tough ok~ enough said as i dun wanna include much of this in the page 
During my army life, I’ve been looking back alot, and I mean A LOT into my poly life, thinking about what I will be doing when I ORD, and some of the interest and plans about what to do to my life… Apparently it is not gonna be easy especially when I am in Singapore. University itself already is 1 main issue typically require one to possess a degree in order to secure a job, as the old sayings. For me I will pursue a degree provided if I have a place and definitely the money to, furthermore I still enjoy my time studying as you will be learning more things than in army =.=
Had supper with Tee Ang and Gab, shared many things too talking about lifestyle in Singapore…Usually these are the topics that we talk about when we are reaching our age of turning into new adults, which is something that cannot be avoided…sigh….Well that is part of being in stress nation…Honestly speaking, I prefer stressing over educational stuffs over soldier stuffs.
After reading some article from this colleague gamer, Aerial Phirkan, who is also a professional e-gamer, http://newnation.sg/2011/08/singapore-gamers-not-receiving-enough-support-from-govt-facebook-note/, I understood how he felt because I myself once wanted to be a full-time gamer, just like some people in Korea where they game as a living, representing their country and bringing honor in a different way, but why can’t Singapore do it? Isn’t it discrimination to a particular sports? I told myself that when I have a chance, I will want to join the players in Singapore and make it into international competition and bring glory as well, and to bring it straight into attention to the government of how we, the gamers feel… Definitely support local talent turns out to be nothing more than a casual statement, all I see are foreigners being supported-.-
Sigh, having said all these, I still need to think about what my future lies too… To make it happen, it does require tremendous team effort because it is a huge change project. When I heard about clans in Singapore achieving victory in various tournaments, I was amazed as they are Singapore’s very own team, furthermore its a full fledged team~! So why do we hesitate to cheer for them?
All I have to say this week ends here, and I have to again concentrate on what is my purpose… and I still miss the days in poly, times when doing FYP in library despite off days and talking to facilitators as though we are friends, this manner will allow us to excel beyond normal education could… It is really a great memory stored.~
