I do have to admit being in army really did dull my sense, and for some reason that I avoided getting into command school, partly is due to my health problem as well as some personal problems which I do not wish to suffer to serve the nation in such a manner for me… I’m not like some of my friends who aspire to be an officer or specialist and even cut out to be like them to excel in BMT and get posted into the future aspect in the 2 years of liability, but as for me I still fighting for a constant 8-5 posting.
As last week’s management was pretty wonked up, I was given my final 2 days leave and now I’ve none left… At least I spent that well meeting up with Hong and Desmond which I’ve not seen for more than months… I thought to myself, regarding surviving in the gaming industry, and I did have that in mind to start a clan for online gaming, majoring in LoL, DOTA and MW3 for the starting phase… Looking at how PMS*Asterisk did, led by Tammy Tang (furryfish) it indeed inspired me in many ways, on how they did and definitely enjoying with what they are doing as part of cyber gaming furthermore they are a rare breed to venture into famous spotlight to even the central of many countries. MYM too with the infamous Daryl Koh (iceiceice), I was telling myself my skills and knowledge are starting to rot in these 2 years and I have to prevent it… BUT HOW!
Well, Hong is one of the person that I’ve seen to have the experience of competitive gaming since he had taken part before in major tournaments, it wouldn’t be difficult. Based on what he had mentioned he lost all the contacts ever since enlistment, well that proves it that something is wrong in the 2 years jail :/ But well, since he is ORD-ed, he have some time to spare and furthermore his preparing for D3, and it DOES attracts me to go and acquire it but it is not easy as financial wise -.-
Nonetheless, that doesn’t really stop me from thinking about continue gaming, furthermore it is something that I can do and enjoy, so why not? I do know that the society of the higher up does not look at cyber gaming in the positive way, but that will not hinder the process… I can visualise the future when my team will be in Colosseum@SG training, and taking part in major tournaments 
Besides that working in Garena is part of my dream after ORD 
Last but not least, PMS*Asterisk will be heading for the next competition~ Cheers for them
